Oops, I did it again..

And I regret it more than I’ve ever regretted anything. I’m so staying away from him when I’m drunk. Yesterday I was sick from remorse, but now I think I’m getting a flu or something, cause I’m nauseous and having a cough.

The good news is that I’m going to Milan with Kine and maybe Cathrine this Easter! I’m so looking forward to a girl trip :) If anybody else wanna go with us, let me know until tomorrow when we’re ordering tickets and stuff.

It was soo good to see everybody again, I jumped on Sunniva and Karina. Damn, I’ve missed them so much. The clinical practice at school is going well so far. I kinda miss working at the private clinic, but I still have my late shifts there, so I guess it’s all good.

Hello, Mr. Drama Llama.

I knew it was “too good to be true”. And this time it’s Mr. SanFran. It’s always been him coming on to me, and I’ve more or less always rejected him cause, well, different reasons.. Anyway, I was chatting with him on MSN and he was saying the usual stuff, when I coincidentally saw his blog where his ex/whatever said that she missed him, loved him and was looking forward to seeing him soon. So I told that whatever he’s doing, just leave me out of it. And he was surprised and asked what I was talking about, when he realised that I had read his blog, and told me it was his on-again, off-again, girlfriend. I just told him I didn’t effin’ care, I just didn’t want to be in the middle of it. And that was our conversation.

And now he’s made his blog personal (meaning no one can read it without permission), but why? Jerk.

I’m leaving for Hemsedal tomorrow at 6:30AM. Should be fun. Should be lots of alcohol. I’m taking my camera with me :)

Just rambling.

Seriously, my life has turned into Sex and the City. We used to be a cool group of girls who had intelligent conversations, but now it’s all about guys. Or maybe we just were more subtle about it before. And it’s quite a mess: One girl is breaking up with her boyfriend and is interested in a guy that I work with. I had my thing with another guy I work with (Curly), who has the same name as the third girl’s ex (who btw is a whore) and girl #3 is desperately trying to find somebody else to like. The forth girl has been dating a guy for a long time now, but is getting tired of him and makes up stupid excuses of why she can’t meet him. Oh, and I have another friend who is sure that he likes me, but I’m pretty sure he doesn’t, and he got mad cause of Curly, although he had no reason to, and he knows.

That’s really all that’s happening in my life right now. Boy girl drama. How original.

At least Curly isn’t coming to the Christmas party, and I’m still gonna try to hook up girl #1 and the other guy I work with. And damn, I’m gonna have fun on Saturday. I miss working at the clinic.

Sorry all the rambling, I just don’t have anything interesting to write about.

Well, I’m off to see Hair!

Rumours!

I actually thought more or less everybody had seen us at the party, but it turned out only one did; Kine. Now let me tell you a little about Kine: She’s very energetic, she’s very loud, very social and she’s crazy with gossip. So after only two days at school, she has managed to tell EVERYBODY she knows. AND send this little piece of information to the school paper. I even made it to the last paper, but it was vague and I’m glad.

So, I still haven’t spoken to Curly (oh, don’t you just love all the great names I’m giving them?) face to face, but we’ve been texting after I worked up the courage to do so. I didn’t want it to be awkward with us as we have to meet sometime, and I definitely didn’t want our first conversation to be at the clinic’s Christmas dinner in 11 days.

Anyway, I didn’t really plan to go, but today I bought a ticket to the huge party this Friday. It’s for all the medicine, veterinary, pharmacology and dental students. I hope it’ll be fun. At least if it isn’t, it’s 7 minutes away from our apartment, so I can always go home.

That’s the spirit, Hanna!

I got myself a larva*!

So much for me being drama free.. The Barn Party: Big event, lots of people, lots of alcohol. At least I stayed away from the aquavit: Good call. Not so good call: Befriend Turkish Pepper shots (we normally don’t get along after a while). Anyway, the party was great, Lisa Tønne was hilarious, The Outsiders (the people that don’t go to our school) were kinda rude and grabbed everything in sight, and I ended up with a first year that, yay, also works at the same clinic as me. I’m freaking out cause I’ll see him even when I’m not at school, and I dunno what I was thinking. He’s cute and seemed nice though, but I think I have a right to panic on a Sunday morning.

I’m a walking disaster.

To be continued.

* A larva is a first year

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Short post.

Wow, I’m gonna be at school for 11 hours today. Not looking forward to it.

Anyway, happy birthday, Iben! Hopefully I’ll get a hold of you later today :)
And remember to watch Dansefeber (So You Think You Can Dance?) today at 9PM, and look out for a Danish guy :D
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I’m so tired of people with personal problems only they can put right, refusing to fix them, get help or do anything, and then blaming it on others and get angry over things they say you should have told them — and you did, but they just refused to listen to you.

Boring entry, sorry.

So, where to start? Yesterday was the Autumn Candidate Ball for the students that graduate this semester. We’re a group of 10 students that arrange all parties at school, so we’re busy bees this time of year.

Anyway, first of all, I had forgotten to eat, so I had potatoes just before I left home at 6PM. I was supposed to meet up at 6:30PM to serve champagne and clean up after the graduation ceremony and whatnot, but when I came to the school I realized that I had forgotten my key card that I need to get into the building where I live. So I got permission to go home to get it, as it would be stupid to try to get someone to open the door for me at 3AM. When I got home, the front door was open (woot!), but then I realized that I had left the key for my room in the bag at school. So I had to go back and get it, and then go home again to get my key card. I spent almost two hours doing this, and I actually just made it to dinner at 8:15PM, but by then I was so stressed out that I couldn’t sit still.

Being the responsible adult that I am (cough), I had decided not to drink other than when people cheered (cause they do that A LOT), but guess what? Ugh, free wine.

Aaanyway, after some drama (that I had nothing to do with, thank God) and being done with all my chores for the evening, I left at about 2AM to meet Steinar and his friends downtown. I’m still amazed that I didn’t fall asleep earlier (I thought I’d go nighty night before 12AM, but I went with the guys to get some food afterwards, no idea why as it was in the wrong direction of home and I don’t eat meat, but the story ends with me falling asleep at Steinar’s. And waking up an hour before I was supposed to be back at school to clean up the mess from last night. And not knowing where I was. And not knowing how to get home or to the school. And not wanting to get up. And waited another hour and a half to get my ass up and back to school.

And some of the other students made a big deal of the fact that I came in the same clothes as when I left yesterday, so I’m a wee bit afraid they’re going to write a little notice about it in the school paper. Yeah, they have an entire page for gossip. It’s a small school.

The good news is (or not really) that I’m not gonna study today as the other girlies couldn’t and didn’t want to.

Some bitching going on.

Oh. My. God. This day has been.. ASDFADSGA! I feel like I’ve been angry all day long, and it’s not a good feeling at all. The first thing that happened today was that I read my mail, and I got one from the veterinarian that handles our internships. She asked me to give mine away to someone else in my class cause they have a hard time finding clinics for everybody. The reason she gave me was that they wanted to give everybody from Oslo a clinic in Oslo, so that they didn’t have to pay rent and pay the expenses for the trip where they would be working. So they suggested a spesific clinic in Harstad for me. At first I couldn’t believe it, so I had to read it over again. Then I got so mad I started shaking. So I called my mom and my dad to bitch about it, and they totally agree with me.



So listen: I pay rent where I live now, and if I where to stay in Harstad I still would have to pay my rent in Oslo. I would also have to pay the plane ticket to Harstad and back to Oslo, plus bus tickets to get to work. The girls that are originally from Oslo live with their parents and don’t pay shit for that, so why the hell shouldn’t they move their asses? Second: I absolutely hate that clinic they suggested. I’ve refused to take any of our pets there for 13 years now, cause I don’t agree with how they treat animals. Third: I know for a fact that some of these girls sit on their asses waiting for the veterinarian to find them places. They haven’t done anything to find a place by themselves. Fourth: I have a problem with one of the girls. She’s just lazy and doesn’t take any responsibility.

Anyway, after blowing off some steam and counting to ten a million times, I went to see the veterinarian, and told her: “No, I don’t wanna give up my place.” And when I told her my reasons, she said that it wasn’t mainly the expenses and where the clinic was that’s the problem, it was to find a place for everybody. I wanted to scream. The only reason she gave me in the mail was exactly that. GAAAH! What the hell?

I hope nobody from my class read this cause it’s gonne be some serious drama, but it’s all true, so I don’t really care. At all.