Ah, screw that!
Yesterday was the strangest day I’ve ever experienced.
First it was McSweety who sent me text messages that was not suited for his relationship status. And I was trying so hard to be the good girl, but the wine was getting the best of me and I’m falling so helplessly for him.
Then it was Curly aka McSlutface. Rumour said that he was dating this girl, but whenever I asked about it, he just denied it, and now he almost didn’t wanna admit that there ever was a girl, but I was really happy for him (and this was way before I had a thing for McSweety) if it was true. So we had a little chat about this girl and he said they weren’t even talking anymore. And I told him about McSweety, and he said I should stay away from him and I said that it was all or nothing for me, which he agreed was the right thing. So later the usual thing happened: He made his move and I said no. And then I told him it was all or nothing, just for fun, but he didn’t get it. So he got quiet and then asked: «Do you really mean it?» And I said yes, and he said it freaked him a little bit out. So I just let him believe that I was serious and said that «Oh, well, then there’s nothing else to discuss..» and grabbed my bag to leave. We talked a little bit, but it didn’t lead anywhere, so I just went home.
On my way home I got messages from McSweety and I replied that we should stop cause it couldn’t end in anything good. And this is where he went from McSweety to McOhNoYouDidn’t. He replied that I probably was right, but he only said what he meant. And before I could answer I get this: «But you’re playing along..» Blah, guys can be so stupid.. And then yet another message came: «Good night anyway». I just said I didn’t want to mess up his relationship and whatnot, so we should stop.
And then I get home and Curly calls me and wants to come over to talk. What the hell is wrong with this world? Throughout the night I was still in shock that the guy formerly known as McSweety had sent me those messages, and now Curly wanted to talk? Well, we did it quickly over the phone: I said no to everything he said. Haha.
So, I get up to my room and see that I have a message from a guy from school on facebook. He wanted me to come with him to Belgium. This is a guy I’ve spoken to.. Once or twice? Odd.
Then I wake up today and Curly calls and asked if I wanted to hang. So we did. And now I’m even more confused.
I hate this name curse!