Barnehageplass

Det går mye bedre i barnehagen nå. Når Mannen leverer er de tilbake til det vanlige mønsteret, og det er ikke mer gråting, heldigvis. I går hadde jeg pakket yoghurt i matboksen hennes, og hun brydde seg ikke om å si ha det til pappen sin fordi hun var så opptatt av yoghurten ;) Ikke noe er bedre enn at ting går som det skal.

Nå begynner jo fristen å nærme seg for å søke om barnehageplass for neste år. Siden vi ikke er noe kjente i området her har jeg vært på besøk i noen barnehager for å se hvordan de har det. Jeg hadde allerede snakket med de to eneste jeg kjenner her som har barn i barnehage, og hadde fått en inntrykk av hvilken barnehage jeg skulle søke til, men så kom jeg i snakk med ei til som ikke hadde noe negativt å si om akkurat den barnehagen, så da ble jeg usikker igjen. Nå som jeg har vært å sett selv vet jeg hva som står øverst på lista vår, så da får vi bare krysse fingrene på at vi er så heldige å få plass der.

Det er jo litt rart å komme på besøk med en 6 uker gammel baby for å se på barnehageplass til han. Føltes litt sånn som man ser i serier fra USA der de nærmest søker plass før barnet er født…

Ellers går dagene både fort og sakte her. Leon bestemmer for det meste dagsrytmen her, og mellom alt dagligdagse som må gjøres før de andre kommer hjem fra jobb og barnehage, er det ikke mye tid til andre ting. Ikke klok av skade hadde jeg jo også i denne permisjonen tenkt å få gjort så mye hjemme — scrappe, rydde, organisere, lese, studere, og så videre, men det ser ikke ut som det blir tid til overs for det. Planen min er å i alle fall få lest én bok i måneden, og mens januarboken ble “Charlie and the Chocolate Factory”, har jeg begynt på “Charlie and the Great Glass Elevator”. Og for de som har lest disse før (jeg leste de på norsk en gang på barneskolen), så vet dere at de ikke akkurat er verdens tykkeste bøker. Men jeg må altså henge i for å bli ferdig til mars, hehe.

Og så har jeg ENDELIG fått bestilt flytur til Harstad. Jeg sier endelig fordi jeg skal reise sammen med Line og lille Lukas, men to mammaer i barselpermisjon som skal koordinere flyturer mellom påske og andre utflukter er visst ikke bare-bare. Vi er begge like surrete, men nå har vi altså bestilt turen. Jeg gleder meg masse! Det blir Leons første flytur, min første ordentlige tur borte fra Emeline (jeg var borte fra henne i et døgn da jeg skulle i bryllup for et år siden), og min første flytur på… to år? Får håpe jeg husker å ta med meg alle tingene jeg trenger!

Maternity leave FTW! (Yes, I said it!)

I’m enjoying my maternity leave to the fullest! I can’t describe how happy I am nowadays. It’s almost like being in love, to have this not-so-little baby around. She actually rolled around from tummy to her back today, but I guess it was by chance.

She’s cooing, looking at her toys, trying to grab them, sucking on her hands, kicking her tiny feet in the air. And when her dark brown eyes meet mine, she stops what she’s doing for half a second, until… IT’S MOMMY! and her smile lights up her face. And her feet are kicking again. AWWW!

The family went shopping today. We actually needed a swimsuit for the baby (we start baby swimming this week!), swim caps for the parents, and after trying my old swimsuit, I needed one too. I mean, what was I thinking actually trying it on? I guess I thought I last used it in my late teens, but thinking about it now, it must have been in the 6th grade. What’s amazing, is that I can actually use it, I just don’t have much room for the mommy boobies… And with “can use it”, I mean I can get it on, but I look like a manatee.

Moving along… What we ended up with was the pinkest swimsuit for Emeline, some nasty swim caps for the parents (matching ones also!), and no swinsuit for me. Ahem. And tons of clothes for Emeline (Hello, sale!), tons of stuff from IKEA (Hello, IKEA!), and a bunny from Build-A-Bear (Hello, cuteness!).

And when we got home I bought plane tickets for a trip to Harstad again :) Can’t wait to see everybody again :D

Changes.

I miss Harstad already. No, I couldn’t live there, but I’d like to live closer to my family and best friends :)

Emeline didn’t seem to mind being away from home, and she got soo many presents! At least we’ll have clothes for her the next couple of months ;) Now we need to send out the thank you cards we’ve been put off making for a while…

It’s crazy to see how much she’s grown just the past weeks. I have a blast playing and talking to her, now that she’s able to communicate more. She just discovered the mirror today, and she loved seeing herself ;)

I remember when we took her home from the hospital, I couldn’t imagine that she’d grow up some day, but now I can totally picture her walking or crawling around in the apartment. :love:

Emeline 10 weeks old

Første reise

Så var det tid for første ordentlige reise med lille Emeline. Vi har vært en tur i Trysil, som i seg selv var en ganske så lang kjøretur, men nå skal vi altså reise med fly. Jeg håper det går bra, og jeg håper så inderlig at vognen kommer frem i orden :)
Jeg gleder meg skikkelig til å treffe alle i Harstad. Familien, venner, naboer og de stakkarne mamma jobber med har blitt prata hull i hodet om Emeline nesten fra første stund vi visste at jeg var gravid. Mamma har ventet på dette øyeblikken siden jeg var 16, tror jeg, hehe.

Pappaen er litt stressa da. Han bruker å bli skikkelig reisesyk, stakkar. Tenker det blir verre å takle han enn Emeline, høhø.

Harstad, her kommer vi!

The Real Christmas.. A.k.a The Other Christmas.

I’m back in Oslo after a mini vacation to the Northern Norway. To my amazement (but I’m not complaining) I only had to wait 2.5 hours at the airport (chaos at Gardermoen OSL for those of you who didn’t know) and Jorun picked me up at Tromsø airport. I stayed at her place for the night and the next morning we drove to Harstad. It’s been a lazy week, and I only went outside to walk Rora, but I had a great time.

I noticed that my share of the presents under the Christmas tree was less than it used to be, but I guess that’s a part of growing up :P I was very pleased with the gifts though, and although I hate wishing for it, this year I wanted money for a new mac and a new cell phone, and I got lots! So I’m probably getting a new phone Saturday, if only I could decide which one to get.

I’ve also gotten into reading again. I’ve had a few years with de-reading cause it made me feel guilty for not reading the curriculum, but now that I don’t need to read about guts, bones and illnesses, I’ve read The Golden Compass. Yes, in need for something else after Harry Potter died and came to life again only to grow up and disappear. At first I thought it was a bit boring, but it grew on me as the story went on.

Oh, well. I’m working tomorrow, which is okay. Boyfriend is coming back from Germany tomorrow night. We were supposed to go to his family’s cabin, but we can’t seem to get a car, so it looks like we’re staying in the city for New Years Eve.

Hope everybody had a lovely Christmas!

Bad, bad romantic movie.

It’s been a lot of ups and downs since last time. We almost had a fight right before I left Oslo, or, more like me not wanting to speak to him cause he still couldn’t get himself to tell her. During the next day I told him to stay away from me cause I can’t be the other woman and wait for him to finally move out. Then we both calmed down a bit, and actually ended up planning for him to come visit me here.

And he did. He stayed at the cabin with the entire family, and we spent the days like we’ve been together for always. His ex kept calling him and he missed his dog so much that he had to talk to her, apparantly. I tried to be brave, but he noticed that it bothered me. So we had a talk. The talk we planned to have so many times before.

He asked me if I knew what I wanted in life, and I said yes without telling him exactly what. He told me what he wanted and why it didn’t work out with him and his ex. And that when he met me he found everything he missed in her. Then he said that he wanted to be with me, but he knew that the moment he told her, he would lose the dog and he didn’t know how to cope with that. I totally understand it, and I don’t wanna push him. He asked me if I’d wait for him, and I asked him for how long. He just said he didn’t know, and I guess that’s not good enough for me. So we just laid there and didn’t say much more, and the rest of the day was like everything was okay.

When he left today I asked him what was going to happen next, and he just said that I’d come back to Oslo and he’d see me, acting like everything was back to “normal”. So we sent a couple of texts, and I said I’d let him go cause I couldn’t sit and wait for something I’m not even sure will ever happen. He said it was probably for the best. He wouldn’t go back to his ex, but he needed to end everything completely and figure things out with the dog and apartment and everything. And if I didn’t want him or if I wasn’t there when it all was over, then it was his loss, and the days he had spent with me were the best ones in his life.

It’s like a bad romantic movie without a happy ending. At least not for now.

Oppdatering.

Så har vi hatt hele 4 dager med sol.. Det er så klart meldt ganske så bra vær i juli, når jeg ikke er hjemme. Heh, er det ikke typisk?

Det har liksom skjedd en del her, og likevel ikke. Hadde en liste over ting jeg måtte gjøre før jeg drar til Trondheim, og den er tom nå. To dager uten noen som helst planer. Hadde avtalt at jeg skulle se Harry Potter-filmen i dag, men så kom jeg på at jeg også hadde lovt pappa å hjelpe til med installering av programvare og operativsystem på den nye maskinen hans. Hørte dere? Han har fått fingern ut, med kraftig dytting fra meg da, og kjøpt ny maskin. Den gamle maskina var.. 7 år! 7 år! Hallo! Harddisken hadde bare dødd, og likevel tar han ikke et hint om at div ting kanskje burde skiftes ut med litt nyere materiale.

Jeg hadde jo store planer om å trene når jeg kom hit, men det skjedde jo så klart ikke. Burde vel egentlig ha forutsatt det, men men. Istedet har jeg stappa i meg tonnevis av godterier og mamma-mat. Puh! Sånt blir man feit av.

Var en tur i Bodø på tirsdag. Pappa hadde et møte, så mamma og jeg hang oss med for å shoppe. Jeg fant så klart ikke noe til meg selv; Kjøpte en liten gave til Tore, og fant en koffert jeg skulle kjøpe til meg selv, men som mamma insisterte på å betale.

St. Hans ble ‘feiret’ med grilling av pølser i peisen. Jeg hadde så klart soya-pølser.

Jippi!

Hvorfor sutrer og klager de fleste i bloggene sine? Jeg veit jeg gjør det selv også, men jeg skjønner bare ikke hvorfor.. Merkelig trend. Eller kanskje det har vært der hele tiden?

Betyr dette at jeg kan dra tur/retur hjem for 650,-? I så fall; Jippi! Hvis ikke, betyr det at mamma og pappa kan komme hit for 1300,- => Jippi! En vinn-vinn situasjon. Nå fikk jeg lyst til å shoppe på IKEA

Jeg savner Harstad. Jeg gleder meg til jul.